hey there..
it's been a long time since the last post... from now on daily i wake up get shower and get ready for the work
i never know my life would be ended this way.. person who i cared most walked away get a new scar that never disappear..everything seem to be fine but on the other side it's really hurt me..the wound never been recover.. but she taught me that we must let go something although the things that we loved the most...it so hard to me forget what has happen..even we ended nicely..but..arghh... i really hope i can forget all about this but i cant.. i don't know why...it still remain big question to me...some said why do you wait for her anymore..you a man you can find the better person.. yeah maybe they were true.. but form now on.. my heart will remain close untill the end.. i'm sick of it..i'm really tired waiting and hoping..everything seem getting blur and doesn't clear anymore..the most clear thing is our relationship end up with no strong reason...
i hope i really can forget about this... i really want to start a new fresh beginning to start all over again .. it easy to say but hard to do..everytime i step in to my house i will remembered what has done that bother me so much..maybe this is what has been call life..we never know what will happen on the next day.. i just pray for her to get a better life a better person..if her has anybody else i wish all of you with the best if of luck...
about me...hmmm i think i would like to enjoy myself alone..seeking a new hope and life..what is done is the past..now matter what we tried it will never comes again..luckily i got some new friend it really make me feel relieve a bit..i really glad that i worked there..sometime they make me forget little bit what have i through
for now on i told my self to stop think about her and get the fresh moment.. and i will...
YA-HAAA hahahahhaa a new angah will be born soon.. watch out ladies here i come..hahahaha
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