Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A laugh that healed the broken heart
With all that it could
Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart
With all that I could
Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book gets burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away
Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible
The truth is so cold
A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find
A place in my mind
Where you can stay
You can stay away forever
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book gets burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away
Sleep tight I'm not afraid (not afraid)
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me (place for me)
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book gets burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away
I love you, you were ready, the pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you when He let's me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied
So far away (so close)
And I need you to know
So far away (so close)
And I need you to, need you to know
Thursday 1 November 2012
Thursday 4 October 2012
i'm so sorry
salam .. hey guys :)
first of all the main reason for this post is actually for someone who is important in my life and the rest is what i keep for severe month until now.Being in MMU make me realize that the importance of someone who will guide us to the better path of our life.From that i learn somethings letting the person who we loved go from us we will suffer from it. I bare take this risk because i can't hold it anymore i can't run away from it..seriously i don't know why this is happening. yes we decide to take separate ways is the best for us and didn't try at all to save it that was my biggest mistake that i ever done. It not because i don't want to save it but i just don't know how to do it.For all this while you were my guider tell everything what to do and not to do. i know i done so many things to you i'm so sorry.I'm asking my apologize please if you give me one last chance i will prove it and i will never let you down again please. i know you might be shock and maybe you get mad with this but for me it's okay. i told you once right you were everything for me and there is no replacement for you..i tried to search it but i can't find the exact person like you. there is no such things...seriously i love you until now..you may not know it because i hide it from you.. i thought i can live without you but i'm totally wrong..even it make it worst..it really awkward for me in this situation when i got sick there is no person who ever ask me push me to take the medicine when wake in the morning my phone remain silence there is lot of things change when you go and i really not happy with it.. i'm so sorry for not stopping you from go from me..let you slipping from my arm..let you walk away.. i know that is my fault for leave you all alone it doesn't matter intentional or unintentional i'm so sorry. .. i'm really scared that you mad at me.. plus you also did tell me you also don't want to think about it might be distraction to your studies.. i know but we still can plan it .. i just want you not her not she not anyone just you..only you who did ever bright my days..only you who can accept me either inside or outside there is no one who can understand me than you..please give not two not there i just want one last chance to prove it to you that i can keep you safe and happy i know i can make it..i will do anything you want you ask just named i will do for you but please i don't want ever to leave you anymore..you must be wondering why through blog not personally. the reason why i'm using blog is not just i want the whole world read it im sympathy not at all.. i just want you to notice that I'M REALLY LOVE YOU and i want you back in my life.Please don't ask me to forget you again that's all i'm asking form you nothing more nothing much. if you ask me to start all over again i'm okay with it as long you with me. i don't know how you will respond it. but for me i'm totally redha with it.. i'm so sory
first of all the main reason for this post is actually for someone who is important in my life and the rest is what i keep for severe month until now.Being in MMU make me realize that the importance of someone who will guide us to the better path of our life.From that i learn somethings letting the person who we loved go from us we will suffer from it. I bare take this risk because i can't hold it anymore i can't run away from it..seriously i don't know why this is happening. yes we decide to take separate ways is the best for us and didn't try at all to save it that was my biggest mistake that i ever done. It not because i don't want to save it but i just don't know how to do it.For all this while you were my guider tell everything what to do and not to do. i know i done so many things to you i'm so sorry.I'm asking my apologize please if you give me one last chance i will prove it and i will never let you down again please. i know you might be shock and maybe you get mad with this but for me it's okay. i told you once right you were everything for me and there is no replacement for you..i tried to search it but i can't find the exact person like you. there is no such things...seriously i love you until now..you may not know it because i hide it from you.. i thought i can live without you but i'm totally wrong..even it make it worst..it really awkward for me in this situation when i got sick there is no person who ever ask me push me to take the medicine when wake in the morning my phone remain silence there is lot of things change when you go and i really not happy with it.. i'm so sorry for not stopping you from go from me..let you slipping from my arm..let you walk away.. i know that is my fault for leave you all alone it doesn't matter intentional or unintentional i'm so sorry. .. i'm really scared that you mad at me.. plus you also did tell me you also don't want to think about it might be distraction to your studies.. i know but we still can plan it .. i just want you not her not she not anyone just you..only you who did ever bright my days..only you who can accept me either inside or outside there is no one who can understand me than you..please give not two not there i just want one last chance to prove it to you that i can keep you safe and happy i know i can make it..i will do anything you want you ask just named i will do for you but please i don't want ever to leave you anymore..you must be wondering why through blog not personally. the reason why i'm using blog is not just i want the whole world read it im sympathy not at all.. i just want you to notice that I'M REALLY LOVE YOU and i want you back in my life.Please don't ask me to forget you again that's all i'm asking form you nothing more nothing much. if you ask me to start all over again i'm okay with it as long you with me. i don't know how you will respond it. but for me i'm totally redha with it.. i'm so sory
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